Knee Jerk Reactions Vs Empathy

I rather approve of it if you don't like the way I write.
I am reminded of a piece I wrote some years ago 'Ergo The Ego' of course it went with the wind on the blog that somehow disappeared in the Ether....bye bye now........... I am shooting words into the void of  space apparently ... Dark Matter.

Taking pot shots at the Stars..... of course had I committed some crime... I am sure they would muster.
What a Freak Show!

I suppose as it was told me if you can stop and count to 10 before you open your mouth... well , to put it mildly a lot trouble could  be averted.

Thus the thinking part and the entering of Empathy in her white gown.

Knee Jerk Reactions are like pounding on the Steering Wheel in Heavy Traffic...

I had sex with a girl like that once.. She had  the Talking Heads on in the Cassette player...

The music blared   " I'm tense and nervous and I can't relax, I can't seem to face up to the facts, run, run, run, run, run, run, awaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay  oh , oh, oh, oh, oh,  awaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay yay , yay, yay, yay, yay, yay..........................

Hammering the steering wheel.... with her fist.... I only fucked her once.. and then threw and broke a wine glass into the fire place... I guess that scared her... she ran off.... I sent her a certified letter of apology.. it was denied.

Oh well, there seems to always be others.... pity.

Shooting words into the spider web that surrounds the globe... here have some more... think of them as cocktail    O'dourves... and we can argue the spelling of that word.

Oh well,  Sorry about your tale of woe............
Knee Jerk Reactions Vs Empathy.

Pricks and Cunts , Loving Relationships or Coasters and a Junk Drawer?

Upon awakening... you know that lucid moment or two.... it occurred to me.......

Wouldn't it have been a lot easier to be loving?  You know these long term relationship things....

If as say children from infancy see nothing  but witnessing  'Loving Relationships'

Wouldn't that be splendid....?

Here is something that came to me........" All we know all we become is what we bare witness to"

catchy eh?

But is it true?  I am leaning towards partial truth... I think perhaps behavior is transmuted through our Genetics.
Well at least the potential for some of it... maybe more... what do we give into and why..?

Some people are just hateful Pricks and Cunt's........  the contest is within us.

You could try breaking the chain... removing yourself from a child's rearing  as part of the equation...
perhaps at face value not  seen as  a very kind experiment,         However ....................did you impart a long distance favor?

My hunch My Guess... is one will be in for a big surprise... that the child involved still likes and chooses Vanilla Ice cream like his Father and Grandfather and Great  Grand Father etc.........................or Chocolate with swirls of  Abuse ............


All singing in unison.........  The familiar Hymn Oh Poor Me Oh Poor Me........ as if at a Camp Meeting Revival... good old fashioned country style.... Tent and all................and a yummy Pot Luck dinner.

As Mr. Bean Might Say..........." Well that is what I Think"

Pricks and Cunts, Loving Relationships or Coasters and a Junk Drawer.

Thought Cathedrals

Thought Cathedrals, a long narrow building  made of stone with high ceilings and newspapers for wallpaper, information glued to all the walls and floors and the ceiling...  pages upon pages and crisscrossed with gobs and gobs of glue,  the securely fastened   unsightly  Frescos  are adhered , News   from the past, the future and the now, words glued in permanency to the dual's of  thought energy immobilized for an interim  upon their hard surfaces until the next reader takes the time.

Shall we Pray? crawl up the isle on bent knees..  exercise ritual.....?  I Put holy water in my  hair from the blessed  spring waters of Cartago  yet it remains Gray, was it my lack of faith? Maybe my graying slowed, I am sorry, I am thankful  forgive me, I did not leave you a trinket... but share my words and thoughts with you out of respect.


Q: What do you call an Italian Cowboy?
A: A love Donkey.

Q: Why do sins of the flesh feel so good?
A: Because they are not.

We are all safe crackers.... or just plain old cheese and crackers please,  we spin the numbered  dials we carry in our minds.
We all wear stethoscopes listening for the tumblers to slide  and green scrubs for that important look.

Wiping sticky goo and  crumbs from our lips......

All those newspapers pages  where do  they wind up?  but pasted to the wall of the thought Cathedrals......

Praise for the unsung in some streaming future.

Now, please do feel free  tell me all about it, all knowing ones. I hope and pray God has a sense of humor.

Thought Cathedrals.

Waiting For The Green Flash.

The Old Man that used to live in Key West and was friends with Captain Tony back in the early 60's  and swapped  babysitting  services  with him and miles of bull shit yarns .....was at the Sea Side do drop in last evening.  The Sun was setting just touching the Horizon... I was waiting for the Green Flash... it never came.

I guess I failed to mention in my earlier post,  the old man appears to have had a stroke.. he is weak on one side of his body... he has lived down here 15 years... with his wife... he called me by name and grabbed my hand with his good arm and hand  as I strode in the establishment .. with a lot of strength....

Maybe characters live everywhere and I just have the natural ability to find  and befriend them... my gift.....


He took a shot later in the evening at the waiter...a jab that almost connected  with the right corner of the waiters chin.... the waiter  made a quick withdrawal or jump back .... of course it was all in drunk fun...  but, the old man would have gotten the much younger robust  Tico waiter pretty good had he not snapped back in the nick of time...

They all had a good laugh.....   I guess it was like  a Hemingway with Shine  Forbes  sparring re-enactment moment....  I got to meet Shine... once... he had a shrine in his living room in Key West of sorts... Shine offered  me and my buddy Ray Geist a  12 pack of hot beer ... that was in the back of his station wagon we pilfered some of them.

So anyway.................

The Waiter came over to the table where we were sitting and explained how the week earlier the Old Man was pretty drunk ... last time he was there .. and had actually managed to  connect a jab with  the waiter.. with his good paw.... thus his present awareness.... of the infirm.

So now  Jos  - hua    the waiter knows to keep distance  clear of the old man...or stand close at his own risk.

Now the waiter  appears to do a bit of taunting .... provoked firstly by the old mans bellowing mouth..." come on show me,  is that all you have got you ninny"

We have had a lovely 6 month stay here at this house.... the only really big draw back was the home invasion robbery.... and sleeping since with one eye open, I do not sleep well anyway.

Thus:   we have decided to move into a compound with three  armed security guards.. at the pearly  gates..
Invitation only.... I guess.

I went to the upper guard shack to make an inquiry about setting the Remote gate opener...  the guard was on the floor sleeping  sleeping like a dog on its back with all 4 paws  up on a mat... listening to the radio,,,, suffice it to say my confidence  is  instilled and shall remain.

I awoke him ......  I was thinking perhaps I should start bringing him beer.... and maybe snacks.

The only Analogy I can come to in the moment is this......  living in  Costa Rica is either 10 times better or 10 times worse then living in Key West and the Florida Keys....   sort of like the glass being half empty or half full thing.... Sort Of.

Where else can you find such amusement ?   Oh and the Views......... Simply put Fantastic!

What a card.        The Old Man.   WAITING FOR THE GREEN FLASH!

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The Epic Author Says.......

Man asks his wife will there ever be a time when you give me a blowjob?

Wife  says yes dear someday.

Later that day she is slurping on a huge black wet member... waiting for an explosion....

Her husband is over at his new girlfriends house... getting it his way as well.

So there you have it in a nut shell.

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Don't take a crap in your front yard.

                                                                                    Dolly Madison.
                                                                                 

Differently than yours.

He grew up very differently than you did.

Fuck Off it was my experience he said and not yours.

So there.

I have to get somewhere and sit down now.

The first thing he said to himself.

Where is my collapsible beach chair and cooler?

Impossible to ask for and be angry.

Can't make the engagement?

Get your hind legs up.

Put them by your ears and listen then.

Honey the key is just right there, ask for it.

He has had it with these dreams they are not good for you.

She said I have all the dope and soft skin too.

I see that smile down in there he said.

How she asks?

Because of a dream scene, seen.

Differently than yours.

Consequences For Our immediate Decisions I suspect of being in long term flux.... like breaking molten chains that once were cool and held us

Good decisions, Bad Decisions... How about Bullshit?

Who is really to say in the long term... oh so and so made a bad decision... and 40 years later the bad decision is now the reason why  the face of the earth changed  for the better.

Oh then you were wrong, Mistaken.... of course you have been dead a buried for years...
Like a pompous Ass Judge that you were.

We may like to think of things in the absolute... like absolute truth....  I am thinking at the moment .. that is doubtful.... do the extenuating circumstance make it o.k.?

Its a rise and shine moment for the Jenn Aire... exhaust fan to suck in the greasy red mountain air.......... and blow out fresh as a daisy.

There are situations...

Crazy as a Shit House Rat..............

and is that all you can say about somebody you love?

Good decisions, Bad Decisions... they may be seemingly so in the moment... and yet for the long term
you may have changed the onset of Destiny... for the better with what seemed at the time a Bad Decision,

of vise versa for that matter.



The idea of a foreseen outcome...  lives on legs that shake .... at the very least....

I am not talking about the Golden Rule... however it may be a good decision not to pay close heed to one who jumps up on a Pedestal and shakes their finger at you.... for some one may grab your finger and break it... Making it a poor decision on your part for shaking it at them and find you are having  a poor outcome, in that moment.

Consequences for our immediate  decisions... I suspect of being  in long term flux......like breaking molten chains that were once cool and held us.

                                                                 Love, hugs and Kisses.......
                                                                                                               Flawed Rhetoric.